How My Story Starts!
HI my name is Philip and i am a addict.
When i was 14, I remember really wanting to try cannabis. I remember looking up on YouTube how to make joints and bongs.
Unfortunately at the time I couldn’t find anyone who had any weed. Until I found out my brother Brian smoked it occasionally. I remember feeling so excited. I could finally try some weed if he let me. I want to to say I was 14 at the time, and he is a bit older than me. anyway i begged and begged him to let me try it until one night he finally caved in and made us both a joint each while we went and walked our dog Alfie around the block (because we couldn’t smoke it in the house) As soon as we got back i remember boking all over the upstairs landing, what we would call a whitey. My dad didn’t really care much and made me clean it up myself! he pretty much ignored me up until the age of 25 after I served my time. (later down the road) As I said though I persevered, my brother was dubious about letting me smoke again but because he is a really good brother he let me.
The first handful of times i smoked it I whiteyed. All i could do was lye down and run back and forward to the toilet being sick, i knew I was alright as I had done a lot of research on cannabis. The different strains, Sativa , indicas, Hybrids. I remember we got some “white widow” it was a strong stone and tasted lovely too. I Loved it, but i don’t think i got my hands on any real white widow after that, Anyway i started making homemade bongs, my brother always preferred joints as they tasted nicer. Which they do, so we hade to compromise and smoke bongs and joints. I loved bong more than joints they got me more stoned. I got my brother into smoking bongs with me. all we cared about was smoking weed. Dinner, have a joint before. Dinner, have a joint after. Going out for a band meeting, Smoke a bong and a joint before. You get the point I built a very high tolerance to weed and so did my brother. I then found a group of people from my work friend who had pregabalin. That’s when it really went downhill